Too Much FOOD (L-E-B-A-R-A-N)

Btw, minal aidin wal faidzin for you guys !

Lebaran had been passed many days ago, and let's reviewing what's happened on that white day (criticism me if im wrong say that words). Talking about white, so i pick a new template wit White background for a new life, like we're just born (Tsaaaah)

I spent my quality time for Lebaran this year at my Cousin house. I choose that place cause, bosan sholat Ied di Sarinah muli, bosan dengan hal-hal yang sama berulang seperti tahun sebelumnya.
So, I prayed at Baitul Hikmah Mosque not far from my cousin's house. Like i ever do when i was a kid, i always spent my time there.

Pray started at 7 am, yeaah same time as like people in the world do. Paling males selesai sholat khusyuk yaitu "talking about a person around us", mentang-mentang udah ga puasa dengan enaknya kata-kata keluar dari mulut , hahaha (padahal puasa juga suka begitu, forgimme Lord). Dan adalagi, yaitu Listen for Khotbah, yang menurut saya Khotbah tidak peru disampaikan Panjang X Lebar X Tinggi, karena everybody's there udah ga sabar menyantap ketupat di rumah dan ingin segera mengirim-ngirim pesan SMS dengan kata-kata sok puitis (I AM NOT!).

Talking about Food, Lebaran itu ibarat Neraka Jahanam bagi gue, ibarat Surga Firdaus bagi gue juga (hahaha Lebay, pdhl cuma 2 nama itu doang yang diafal), tanya kenapa?
Bisa dibayangkan udah 30 hari nahan laper, bikin perut rata se-sexy mungkin biar klo pake Bikiny Yahud (hahah dilempar pake batu bata iya sama orang-orang). Dalam sekejap, mulai dari malem takbiran sampai hari Lebaran dst, perut indah itu tiba-tiba menggembung kaya abis nelen balon. Yup, gendut seketika.

Pipi menjadi Chubby Perut menjadi Buncit Keram mulai terjadi disekujur tubuh karena makan santen mulu, daging-dagingan, kacang mete, cake, dan kue-kue kering
Selangkangan rapet Wajah berjerawat, akibat semangat makan yang berlemak Dan berat badan naik kembali, intinya ya sama aja puasa kemaren turun, hahahaha

Lucunya pas lagi Semangat-semangatnya makan tanpa memikirkan hal yang diatas tadi, there's a Jazzy handsome boy singing a song on my ear dan seketika lagsung focus ke lagu itu ternyata judulnya TOO MUCH FOOD, seperti ini liriknya

You can say that I'm one curly fry in the box of the regular
Messing with the flavor oh the flavor that you savor
Saving me for last but you better not eat me at all
Living in a fast food bag making friends with the ketchup and salt
People say that I'm crazy for not moving on to better things
Instead I'm sitting around trash talking with the onion rings
But it's much too soon to leave this easy life
Pass me the spoon. Pass the analytical knife

Now you're about to get cut up or get cut down
It's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down. It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate.

Believe it or not I super sized my sights on the surprise in the cereal box
My stomachs smaller than my eyes
so I went to see the doctor and he said "turn your head and then cough"
I didn't listen to what he said instead I couldn't wait to get off
He said I can have this but I cant have that
That I should keep wishing I was living the life of a cat because
I ain't the one whose gonna be missing the feast
Just like you ain't the one who seems to be calming the beast

Now you're about to get cut up or get cut down
It's all about the wordplay all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down. It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate.

Well if you are what you eat in my case I'll be sweet so come and get some
I'm so over it.

Now you're about to get cut up or get cut down
It s all about the know how all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play. Too much food on my plate.
(Get up and get some)
there's too much food on my plate

Ya ya ya again, Jason Mraz wit his cool song rasanya langsung ngilangin napsu makan, hahaha but Heading to learn how to Stop my eat ?????
Cause I LOVE EAT !

Btw, saya ga mudik hanya ke daerah Jabodetabek dan Bandung saja, this is the photos,

Lebaran day 1 at Ibu House (foto ga ada gaya lain ber-4 like a spicy girl, hahahha Dian, Ditha, Niar, Nia)

Day 2 Lebaran at Bandung dengan formasi yang sama, but Mama is around us Love

Dit~

tabiat

Kata-kata yang hilir mudik ditelinga saya beberapa waktu yang lampau yang mungkin dengan sifat "kekeuh" saya berani menjawab "TIDAK" dan sekarang harus mengakui berkata "YA".

Seseorang pernah memberikan statement kepada saya, "watak sifat dasar orang itu ga kan bisa diubah dut,sampai kapan pun..karna itu udah melekat dan given"

dengan cepat saya langsung mematahkan statement itu dan berkata, "engga! Segala sesuatu dapat bisa diubah,kalo ada kemauan yang keras dari dalem diri, aku bisa jamin bisa ngerubah watak ku"

Seiring dengan waktu, hanya pada awalan dan permukaan aja saya bisa melakukan perubahan. Namun untuk kedua kalinya statement tersebut keluar kembali, dan tetap berkata, "Watak itu tetap tidak bisa diubah. Buktinya kamu sama saja tetap seperti ini, watak mu udah melekat dan menempel menjadi jati diri malah."

Kembali, saya ga nerima statement itu. Dengan sekuat tenaga saya berusaha berubah keluar dari watak asli saya, namun yang ada tetap sama hasilnya.

Dan sekarang saya pun merasakan kalau ternyata watak / sifat / pembawaan orang tidak bisa diubah. Sekalipun berubah hanya dipermukaan saja dan butuh ekstra kerja keras.

Thanks for you, telah memberikan saya banyak pembelajaran. Setiap perkataan bijak masih segar tertata dipikiran, banyak saripati yang bisa diambil dari kejadian indah di masa lalu.


PS:
Mau liat udah seperti apa perkembangan musik mu sekarang, stay tune wit your hobby..


Dit~

Aku masih ingin:

A few days ago till now, insomnia attack me!

Pada posisi tengkurep di kasur, iPod on my ear (O.lover by Jason Mraz), habis memarahi adik yang kelakuannya kian lama mirip Preman Terminal yang nyupir Metro Mini dengan masa depan yang masih tidak jelas dan bertindak dengan istilah semau gue,i always gave you a critics and many info it's all fr you..pleasee hear! For your future sist' (BERTERIAK KENCENG) .
Anyway forget it bout my stubborn sist.

Headings aku masih ingin:
umm like a couple two years ago, someone asked me bout, "what a women wants",but im still didnt get any answer yet..cause woman have many things and wishes,hahaha dont say i am a b*t*h after i said that..

Aku masih ingin:
~ always continuing ngaji & read Quran
~ saving money lebih giat
~ menemani mama lebih banyak biar lekas pulih dan kembali semangat kya dlu
~ mendidik Dian ala militer (udah pasrah dengan kata-kata)
~ bisa main piano
~ study abroad for S2
~ going to Japan, Aussie, Paris, Mekkah
~ mengasah kembali kemampuan bhs. Jepang & bhs. Français
~ get my stunning career
~ punya tmpat berteduh sendiri tanpa pagar dengan taman & swimming pool (amien, biarpun terlalu lebay)
~ have my own car
~ liburan bersama keluarga (miss badly that moment)
~ get married wit future husby :-*
~ have some baby 2,3,4 orang masih belom sepakat. Aku maunya 2 aja, mentok-mentok 3 deh, sisany mau adopt anak anjing,hihihi...

Like i said before, many wishes !

Keinginan ga bakal terkabul kalo cuma brdoa aja, jangan brdoa dikala sedang dihadapi masalah, berjuang mati-matian demi cita-cita. Toh yang akan menikmati diri kita sendiri.

PS:
Love you Mom, trying the best for you.
Sorry for many unperfect side beloved :)


Dit~

Earthquake

One day ago Tasikmala dilanda musibah, gempa 7,3 skala Ritcher. Dan pada akhirnya Jakarta pun ikut bergoyang.
Alhamdulillah pada saat itu saya sedang tidak berada di ketinggian, secara kantor yang saya tempati saat ini berada di lantai 15. Pasti kalau gempa berasa banget goyangannya melebihi si Inul Daraayam Ngebor.

Keberadaan saya saat itu sedang berada di tempat client di kawasan Cipinang, yang tempatnya hanya 1 lantai dan tidak berada diketinggian. Pada saat gempa, posisi saya baru saja sampai ditempat client dan masih agak sedikit jetlag karena lokasi tempat yang jauh. Tiba-tiba sesampai diruang meeting saya merasakan goyang-goyang seperti orang vertigo atau kaya orang abis naek turun lift 50 lantai. Dan saya hendak berkata gempa-gempa, eh ternyata orang diluar sudah teriak duluan. Alhasil kita semua langsung keluar dan tak lama kemudian langsung masuk keruangan kembali dan mendengarkan persentasi.
Tak lama kemudian handphoe saya berdering banyak panggilan entah itu dari Mami, Papi dan BF samapi Bu Kiky pun menelepon. Ternyata kabar yang saya terima kalau gempanya heboh banget sampai seluruh manusia di Gedung Mayapada Tower pada keluar semua, dan begitu juga sebaliknya manusia di The Plaza Semanggi pada keluar semua turun menggunakan tangga darurat. Can you imagine go to downstairs by your feet on 15th floor? Rrrrrrrrrrrr.....


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cewe cowo gombal

My patience lagi diuji, tadi udah seru ngeblog banyak tiba-tiba Handphone bunyi ceklut ceklut getar dan tertera tulisan Nokia alias tandanya dadah bye bye..

Anyway,

Cewe: sayang bokap kamu jadi maling ya?
Cowo: Engga! enak aja
Cewe: abis kamu pinter banget nyuri hati aku
Cowo & cewe: tertawa bersamaan

Gombal yang standar tapi tidak dipungkiri saya senang akan gombalan sekalipun dibilang Gen Alay (ah lebay, ternyata itu kepanjangannya)
source: Google

Cewe: aku lagi BETE ni, hibur aku dong
Cowo: hibur apa?
Cewe: mau digombalin,bodo pokoknya harus bisa
Cowo: yah gue ga bisa
Cewe: ~_~

Keromantisan tidak akan mempengaruhi rasa sayang, pengorbananya luar biasa, salut akan motivasi yang seakan menjadi cambukan, perhatiannya selalu dicoba untuk lebih baik namun sering kali longgar, kepercayaan yang dibuat membuat jadi ingin menjaga sebaik mungkin, mengetahui tentangnya masih perlu tenaga besar untuk menghancurkan tembok beton itu. Kesabaran saya selalu ada, mungkin sering kali terisak karena sulitnya dan susah dipahami, tapi tentunya tidak akan menyerah.

Quotes of the day fr Kaskus= Tuhan emang invisible tapi selalu online.

apologize for my tension

Mohon maaf atas sikap Moody-an saya selama ini..

im too sensitive with my tension.

People who i dont wanna see, certain words and even casual conversation can annoy me and can make me very bad mood on that time.

Sorry to BF yang udah sabar sama sikap bodoh saya selama ini, semoga ga terpancing jadi marah-marah ya..

i just can take a lesson from the previous, but i'll always try be your best hon :)

Dit~

O.lover

just knew that Mr. Mraz had a song with title O. lover
after i listened that song it's really me, hahaha...

check out:

What's the worst thing that could happen?
We could change our minds.
That seems to be the hottest topic at this time.
We are sitting around in the meditation, dragging, chasing,
Wonderin?whose holdin?whose got the will to draw the line.

I know you've got something burning up inside,
It's so unhealthy but so good for me, oh!
Said if I didn't know, and if I didn't know, well if I didn't know that you loved me would you tell me?
Well God only knows our contradiction's to quitting, is a hate to love relationship thing.
A fire under you is so fulfilling,
I fear there's nothing more.

I'm giving, giving you, the choke hold,
My flirting with disaster is mighty loved.
Ugggh you, you're so bold,
My wanting to kiss you still is not enough.
I'm getting over, all the comments.
I'm feeling statements made by people are nonsense.
I'm getting stronger, by the minute.
And once I slip into position I'll swing you and turn you all around.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever,
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type,
But your appetizing louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
Woo, you're killing me, but I like your

Red top and matching bottoms.
You know the ones, the ones you got on,
Pull them over your skinny self
But don't cover your tattoo.
Woo, cause I like to look at you, yeah,
I love that smell on you,
And I got your special place against this face for tasting too.

And I like it natural,
No need for chemicals.
Foggin?up my senses
You're making me sensless
You're calling it sexual.

And you're going to get yours, my boy.
Might even be today.
And it ain't no thing because I'll be rolling right along with you-woo-woo.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever.
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type.
But you're appetizing louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
And give us both a break.
And to give us back a taste when the way things were before they made the laws,
And to give us both a chance,
But it won't be the last romance cause when the weekend starts the guilty party's on.

[Scatting]

BREAKDOWN!!
Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get closer.
Friday, got cold shoulder,
Monday, got a new composure.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get lower.
I won't blow your cover,
Opportunistic lover.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get closer.
Friday's mediocre,
Monday, I'm self-exposed now.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's suppose-ah
I won't blow your cover
Opportunistic lover.

i dedicated this song just for you O..


O.lover


Dit~